50 Years in Exile: A Refugee’s Journey of Becoming

“Work by immigrants is different, because immigrants still believe
in the possibility of spirituality; this is not a corny idea to us.”
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—Tales of Yellow Skin the Art of Long Nguyen by Joanne Northrup
(San José Museum of Art catalogue, 2003)

Long Nguyễn discussing his painting (November 1, 2025)
Street Space Gallery, Santa Ana, California
Photo by Russell C. Leong

CUNY FORUM Editor’s Note: A retrospective featuring international Vietnamese American artist Long Nguyễn, curated by Minh Phạm, was held from November 1 to December 6, 2025 at the Street Space Gallery (Santa Ana College) in downtown’s Santora Arts Building. The exhibition featured selected paintings and sculpture honoring and commemorating the fiftieth anniversary of the Fall of Sài Gòn and those who perished, as well as the living survivors across the Vietnamese and Southeast Asian diaspora.

Fittingly, opening night coincided with the Mexican Day of the Dead (Día de Muertos) for Latinos who believe that the wall between the mortal and immortal worlds thins, allowing deceased spirits to cross over to the living world to be with loved ones—similar to the Vietnamese Wandering Souls’ Day (Vu Lan Festival). The bustling dark streets outside the gallery were interlaced with trails of yellow marigolds, leading spirits home, according to indigenous beliefs.

Nguyễn greeted Vietnamese, other Asian, Latino, and white passersby and visitors to the gallery. The exhibition, spearheaded by an immensely carved spirit boat, also lead viewers home to culture, community, and nation. Both Vietnamese and Latino cultures melded on this one evening, as Santa Ana, Westminster, and Garden Grove are cities within Orange County that comprise Little Sài Gòn, the vibrant center for the settlement of both Vietnamese and Latinos in Southern California.

“Where do we come from? What are we? Where are we going?”

— Paul Gauguin

Attendees celebrating the Mexican Day of the Dead, with artist Long Nguyễn (November 1, 2025)
Street Space Gallery, Santa Ana, California
Photo courtesy of Long Nguyễn

Curator’s Statement: The Tales of Yellow Skin – The Art of Long Nguyễn

Minh Phạm

In the quiet persistence of these questions lies the essence of Long Nguyễn’s life and work. Over five decades, Nguyễn has charted an artistic odyssey that mirrors the historical journey of the Vietnamese diaspora and the universal quest for belonging. His works—unfolds as a visual autobiography and spiritual meditation, mapping the intersections between exile, identity, and rebirth.

Born in Việt Nam and educated in the United States, Nguyễn carries within his practice the dualities of migration: the weight of memory and the promise of renewal. His early years as a refugee shaped not only his subject matter but his entire philosophy of art. To him, painting became an act of translation—a way to transform silence, displacement, and trauma into form and texture. Each canvas, each surface, bears the trace of survival, but also of transcendence.

At the core of Nguyễn’s work is the understanding that the body and the landscape are one continuous field of transformation. In his early series, he explored interior psychological states—dark rooms illuminated by flickers of self-discovery. By the late 1980s, his vision expanded into the monumental “Tales of Yellow Skin” series, in which the skin itself becomes both boundary and archive. The color yellow—long burdened with racialized connotation—emerges here as a sacred hue, a visual metaphor for humanity’s shared vulnerability and endurance.

Long Nguyễn with “Our Boat,” 30’ long mixed media sculpture on steel frame (2025)
Street Space Gallery, Santa Ana, California
Photo courtesy of Long Nguyễn

The “yellow skin” in Nguyễn’s art is not a racial statement but an existential one. It embodies the fragile membrane between inner and outer worlds, between individual memory and collective history. As the series progressed, forms once human dissolve into coral, root, and stone—symbols of resilience and regeneration. His visual language draws from both Eastern philosophy and Western abstraction, merging Taoist ideas of fluidity and interconnection with the modernist pursuit of essence.

Later in the series, inspired by his return to Halong Bay, reconcile the artist’s personal geography with his spiritual evolution. The limestone cliffs and flowing waters of northern Việt Nam become metaphors for time and transformation: solid yet impermanent, still yet alive. Through these fluid compositions, Nguyễn articulates a homecoming that is neither nostalgic nor finite—it is a continuous act of becoming.

Culminating in his monumental “Our Boat,” a 30’ long mixed media sculpture, Nguyễn’s oeuvre reimagines the refugee vessel not as a symbol of loss but as an emblem of transcendence. Constructed of rusted steel and mixed media, the work captures the paradox of human resilience: the heaviness of history rising toward light.

50 Years in Exile: A Refugee’s Journey of Becoming honors this remarkable trajectory. It is more than a retrospective—it is a living archive of transformation. Through pigment and form, Nguyễn redefines exile not as absence but as process, not as departure but as expansion. His art shows us that home is not a fixed place, but a state of consciousness—one reached through reflection, reconciliation, and imagination.

Ultimately, The Tales of Yellow Skin is not about one man’s story, but about the universal rhythm of leaving and returning, breaking and mending, forgetting and remembering. Nguyen’s paintings invite us to dwell in the spaces between—to recognize that what we carry within us, like his brushstrokes layered over time, are the traces of becoming human.


Interview with Long Nguyễn by Russell C. Leong

Long Nguyễn: Hi, for my boat sculpture, “Our Boat,” I started it in 2002, and it was the centerpiece in my mid-career retrospective in 2003 at the San José Museum of Art. I’ve kept working on it since then. It’s a retelling of my own Boat People journey, escaping on the “Truong-Xuan” cargo ship that carried almost 4,000 refugees. The base support steel frame is all rusty and represents the boat that sank in the ocean. And the mixed media top portion is a spirit boat that survived and rises up. This spirit boat is taken over by nature, so all the recognizable objects become organic abstract forms.

The same transformation happens in my paintings. I have a series of paintings called “Tales of Yellow Skin,” that consists of fifty-two paintings, and still growing. It’s a life-long project that’s going through five phases so far. The first phase, around twelve paintings, is all about the Việt Nam War. The second phase is about alchemy. The third phase is all about abstraction, where recognized forms are taken over by nature and become organic abstract forms. The fourth is about formation, when all the forms line up and march across the canvas. And the final phase is when all the various formation camouflage themselves into the many currents.

Russell Leong: Your show is called “50 Years in Exile: A Refugee’s Journey of Becoming.” What does that mean?

Nguyễn: 2025 is the fifty-year anniversary of the Boat People saga, the end of the Việt Nam Conflict. The title is a way for me to share the pain of not only all the Vietnamese suffering from the war, but also all immigrants and refugees of the world, many of whom are not only being exiled from their homeland, but also from themselves, by not being able to move forward. It is also a message of hope. I believe we all are part of nature, and will be back to nature, for nature is always “becoming.”

Learn More About Artist: longnguyenartist.com

Long Nguyễn as a teenager standing behind his siblings, in the
upstairs patio of their home in Nha Trang, Việt Nam, circa 1970
Photo courtesy of Long Nguyễn

Author Bio

Long Nguyễn is an award-winning visual artist and actor. As a visual artist, his paintings have been exhibited internationally. His accolades include a prestigious National Endowment for the Arts grant, the Fleishhacker Foundation grant, and he is a two-time recipient of the California Art Council grant. A major mid-career retrospective exhibition was completed in 2003 at the San José Museum of Arts (later traveling to the Hillstrom Museum of Art). Long’s work is included in the permanent collections of the Oakland Museum of Arts, the San Jose Museum of Arts, and the Triton Museum.

He is also an actor, winning “Best Actor” at the Newport Beach Film Festival for Journey from the Fall. He has had recurring roles in AMC’s Lodge 49 and NCIS-LA, and supporting roles in features like Seven Psychopaths, and Heaven & Earth.

Long believes the two disciplines complement each other, finding the process of submerging into a character’s skin similar to getting lost in one’s painting.


Minh Phạm is a curator and student artist based in Santa Ana, California, who integrates his passion for the arts with community activism and an aspiration to become a physician-scientist. A dedicated organizer in the Vietnamese American community, he serves in media and public relations roles for the Vietnamese American Arts and Letters Association (VAALA) and the Viet Film Fest, emphasizing the use of art as a powerful tool for promoting social change and cultural understanding.